Well, macaroons, the coming week promises to be better than the last. I have discovered a whole new level of heartbreak: a feeling of humiliation to have ever loved someone. Exes are strange creatures, macaroons. It just makes me sad to see how far a once incredible man can fall, like Jekyll & Hyde. I’m lucky to have great friends who help me laugh through it all (Love you to pieces, Mariana!). Now I’m torn between wanting to fully move on & fully give in to my relationship with the Magician…& wondering if my ex is alright. I’ve resigned myself to the fact that he will always have my heart. If he’s so lonely & desperate, macaroons, it hurts me. I wish we could at least have our friendship back. If he needs me, I don’t know how to not be there for him. All he has to do is ask…
Picked out our first tree
as a couple, adorned it
with Penn State colors!
A bottle warms our
December pink noses at
Natali Vineyard.
Ex-boys are stupid,
but best friends & text updates
are hilarious!
There’s something surreal
about drinking with all your
coworkers & boss.
My office girlfriends
keep me sane on the job &
make great shopping pals!
The Magician’s tricks
dazzled! I went home with the
entertainment! (*wink*)
Grey Sunday fills with
eerie ginger aromas…
Zombies rise from dough!
Covered in flour, I’m
at peace in the spicy-sweet
smell of the kitchen.
Muldoon asked Santa
for designer shoes, milkbones
& squirrels to catch!
Muldoon’s girlfriend wears
him out but her fur is soaked
in puppy slobber!
Muldoon & Bella
fall over each other in
sweetheart puppy love.










